I wish I had time to write. I reread bits and pieces of Here Comes the Flood (my last completed RPS fic) over the past 2 hours and was overwhelmed with sadness that I don't seem to have time or energy for writing lately. RL is just too much. I think the biggest part of it is that I feel the need for an entire day off -- just one -- so I can recharge. It seems that those days are always taken up by illness, like my body is seizing its chance to be sick. My last whole non-sick day off was -- *checks calendar* -- February 25. And of course my next *actual* day off is -- *checks calendar again* -- March 24.

I'm tired just thinking about that. Is it just me or is that excessive? *sigh* I love my work, I really do -- at least on days not like this one, which was particularly emotionally trying and stressful. But I just need downtime. More than once a month. Please. I *dream* about two days in a row at this point.

I guess it's bedtime. [/pity party]

I *want* to write, everyone! I do! But -- 27 days between days off. Yeah.

Just know that I miss it lots, and all of you. *hugs flist at large* I'll be back with the creativity as soon as life slows down a little bit.