I just got one of those calls (yes, at a very late hour) telling me that we/I had screwed up at work. The big issue -- ongoing -- is that I don't think anyone is clear on where my areas of responsibility end. I definitely thought that this particular issue fell outside my jurisdiction and responsibility but there is a price to being the relatively responsible and accessible one in my workplace and that price is that people come to you with all problems no matter how clearly or how often you state, "I am not in charge of this." And fine, if no one else (read: the people who are MEANT to be in charge of this) is actually there to take responsibility, I guess maybe it's my problem by default? Sigh. I feel terrible and guilty and like I should have done something preemptively but god. damn. it. I AM NOT IN CHARGE OF EVERYTHING!
Apparently I am now also the de facto manager of profuse apologies and promises to track down the source of the problem and correct it.
Sorry this is all completely vague. Mostly I am just venting and feeling awful.
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*snugs*
Whatever it is, we're here. They may be virtual but the feeling behind the hugs are very real.
*hugs you hard*
...are you me?
No worries. I get that. :/ Feel free to vent.
Thanks for listening to the venting!